Patience

She stands behind me in everything that I do; while I live worlds away she waits for me to come back to her. She smiles and supports the walls of my existence; those fragile structures that would fall without her patience. The sadness behind her eyes speaks in epic volumes, but she never lets it show. Except, perhaps, to the face in the mirror. She waits in my dreams to call me back to her world; when I wake in the morning she is always there to welcome me home again. I love her with everything that I am for all that I am is due to her. For all the times I have ever made her cry may I make her laugh a thousand more. © 1997, Aaron Brown

Of Light and Dark

I yearn for thee
when night skies
grow brightest
and Midnight
glows brighter than Dawn...

But you are a creature of day,
and will never witness the glory
of galaxies blazing their triumph
across the brightdark heavens...

I exist in Darkness
which to me is more beautiful
than the Sun's terrible brightness.
The stars are delicate and fragile
in their expression of love
while the Sun blares it out for all to see...

But who can look at the Sun?
I watch the stars and we are content. 

© 1991, Aaron Brown

Midnight in the Forest of Dreams

Midnight‚
My forest of dreams...
Movement all around
But only in sound,
For nothing is seen...

Ahead‚
Whispers of footsteps...
Something new has come
To my eternal forest,
Someone else...

Starlight‚
In borealis curtains...
Through the black boles
Of silver-leaved trees,
Reveals a glimpse to me...

Beauty‚
In moonlight framed...
She turns at my approach
And without a word spoken,
I welcome her to my heart.

© 1992, Aaron Brown

Loveplay (revised)

Take from me;
make of me
what you will.
But write my script
with fine-feathered quill,
and don't coach when I've slip't.

Stay with me;
say to me
you'll not go.
But paint my scenes
with steady brushstrokes,
and don't tell me what it means.

By your side
I won't hide
anything.
But sing your lines
with voice softly loving,
and I'll open up like fine red wine.

Heart open wide,
pride cast aside,
lost without you.
But play your stage
with superb surprise in review,
and I'll never try to escape the cage.

© 1991, Aaron Brown

Holly

I bask in the warm glow from the cascading torrents of captured summer sunlight framing these ice-blue diamond portals coolly gazing upon the secrets of my existence. Her smile lights the way as she drifts serenely along these dusty corridors past rooms long unused and forgotten within the depths of my heart. She lightly treads the stairwell spiraling upward toward this high and lonely room where I sit and gaze back into those crystalline windows reflecting the spirit within her. She bears with her the keys to open the rusted locks holding closed these doors leading to the secret springs from which flow the currents that become the river of my soul. © 1992, Aaron Brown

Guinevere

To gaze upon you
is to see the drunken spirit
of summer's golden glory ablaze
This cascading sunlit radiance
ignites endless skyborne fires
after serenity raining

To listen to you
is to hear joyous chorals
from spring's laughing resurgence
These dulcet angels' harmonies
compose a cappella themes
from life's rising voices

To breathe deep of you
is to smell subtle fragrances
from autumn's perpetual change
These earthy russet undertones
return forgotten memories
of yesterday dreaming

To taste lite of you
is to drink cold clear waters
from winter's last flowing stream
These icily refreshing draughts
laced with subtle teasing spices
from life's future vintages

To touch upon you
is to feel the complex tapestry
of years woven by our fated hands
This silk-smooth living thread
weft with coarse grey wool
after experience living

© 1992, Aaron Brown

First Night of Autumn

The smoke-tainted wind
brushes graceful fingers
through skeletons of leaves,
discussing the night in whispers
among hibernating trees
whose stately branches
bear night's jeweled canopy.

Stiff grasses laugh in delight
at the campfire's firefly sparks
dancing in ritualistic splendor
above enthusiastic flames
waving them onward from below
to journey upward toward
shimmering brethren above.

Fallen leaves fly forth to begin
their own midnight jaunts -
swirling with the fickle wind, 
they play music to wish upon
with brass chimes hanging
outside the darkened houses
dreaming of summer departed. 

© 1991, Aaron Brown

Field Theory

A current flows forth from Eternity,
bearing within it all the worlds
and foundations of the Universe.
Its grasp is gentle, yet pervasive,
Nothing escapes the velvet glove
it wears with grace over steel.

Those within are too slight to see
or even grasp that they are swirled
along with its flow — and so dispersed.
None perceive the gift it strives to give,
Few feel the faint but insistent shove
to rise beyond the dust where they kneel.

Carving its course through banks of Time,
the current has no beginning and no end
foreseeable to itself or those it flows past.
For to all who fish from its shores
it will always be, and has always been,
A fixture of Forever passing into Infinity.

It is its own‚ separate and sublime
Destiny’s child sent out for itself to fend,
Of all things only its fate is cast.
Its end becomes its beginning once more
Leviathan Ourobouros, sight unseen,
The moebius strip guarding Eternity.

©1991, Aaron Brown

Fear

Fear has strength. It grips,
squeezing away the breath of dreams,
crushing the faith of heroes
down in the depths of memory’s heart.

Fear has teeth. It gnaws,
cracking apart the bones of reason,
sucking out sanity’s marrow
behind the back of the mind’s eye.

Fear has scales. It sneaks,
slithering through outgrown skins,
brushing the clenched darkness
knotted in the stomach’s pit.

Yet endure, endure for

Hope has wings. It flies,
feathered on the morning breeze,
carrying that single olive twig
above the fear in the waters below.

And all floods recede,
and all floods recede.

© Aaron Brown, all rights reserved.
(with nods to the classic by Emily Dickinson and to the Book of Genesis)